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Songs From Before

by Fletcher Gull

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1.
I'm stuck in Berlin Treading water again Could this be freedom now Just waiting for a friend I took it too far Forgetting who you are Could this be freedom now Lonely as the stars Ain't nobody special in Berlin You have to stand out to fit in What the hell are these people thinking Living as a ghost in a footprint Ain't nobody special in Berlin I'm down on my throne Of broken cobble stone Could this be heaven now Losing all you own In wonderland With a treasure chest of sand Is this what real life is Leaving every home Ain't nobody special in Berlin You have to stand out to fit in What the hell are these people thinking Living as a ghost in a footprint Ain't nobody special in Berlin I was righteous to follow you But that's all I'll be I never took hold of you But that's all I need I'm stuck in Berlin Open table again Could this be freedom now Just waiting for a friend Stuck In Berlin
2.
Light Up 03:30
Death came into my room And sang me a song when I was younger And then it turned around to you And you clipped its wings and took it in a while longer Oh awake and look through the blinds Don’t carry it, carry it no more Georgia let go of your mind Just carry on, carry on Make the light Cause I’m walking on thunder I’m punching a mountain wayyaaa I’m starting a fire just for you so Light up, Light up, Light up I found you in an old house Tired and alone, drunk in the sun We were lying on the grass Oh and I think that was the last time I saw you But Georgia you know that the time Just carries on, carries on And we’re only going to die So just carry on, carry on Make the light Cause I’m walking on thunder I’m standing on mountains with ya I’m starting a fire next to you so Light up, Light up, Light up Oh great love will be lost and found And all of these things will soon be found And found, and found, and found Death came into my room And sang me a song when I was younger But I dropped it in the sea Deep in between the old headlights that look up from the water Cause this time, this time I’m looking up from the carpet And this time, this time I’m tying up all the loose ends And we’ll bite our fists and stab our arrangements And watch the dust dance over the pavement And our footprints will stain any steps I’m walking on thunder I’m floating away on lions I’m starting a fire to be with you so Light up, Light up, light up
3.
She Knows 04:02
Sophie down on the door spot And so my eyes can’t help but to bleed She said well it’s hard to be there but I’ll try remember to be Sophie up at the light switch Let the colours come raining on me I know that tonight will die and We’ll watch it quietly All I needed was a friendly picture To wrap myself up from disaster All I needed is to tell her so, but she knows She knows, she knows, she knows Sophie up off the match box Will you strike a light on in me? In time however resigned You can chase the sky freely I’m all rocks at the window Can you catch a zephyr from me? Baby pull down your curtain Remove all certainties All I needed was a friendly picture To keep me up and eat my laughter All I needed is to tell her so, but she knows She knows, she knows, she knows Working might keep you Don’t let it defeat you at heart And dogs will come beat you I don’t think I’ll reach you at all But being everything equal it’s reasonable seeds should grow Attention to detail’s the only real thing that I know I know I know I know Soph, we’re under the pavement Softly waiting for time to release You know the future is stairs And nobody cares for free Our eyes won’t always be shining It’s only timing to every degree And checking the sides You can adjust the lines like you need All I needed was a friendly picture To keep me up and eat my laughter All I needed is to tell her so, but she knows She knows, she knows, she knows
4.
Wooden chimes above my door Whisper when the wind comes on Calling from the open road Let tomorrow's storyline unfold I feel the changes going on Promises of going home And finally there's something to hold on to in your life Baby I give up on you Love is just another thing to lose I'm rolling with these sunday blues Someday I will give them back to you Now I'm finding Emily Something stirs inside of me Wisdom from my Lego set Knock it down to build it up again I feel the changes going on Every piece of dirt is blowing home And finally there's something to believe in in your life So baby I give up on you Love is just another thing to lose I'm rolling in these sunday shoes Someday I will give them back to you
5.
I wish I could slip away Into another world free from all the hate Into another skin free from all this guilt Into another time from the mess we've made Cause when I look at the streets all I see is fake And everytime I speak I’m looking over my shoulder I’m pushing my luck every time I wake up When I look at the TV all I see is makeup When I look in your heart You wanna save the world and man I wish I could relate But all you have is hate, but all you have is hate You’re 21 years old, you think you know what life's about You think your eyes are open, but it’s only your mouth Do you think we could have a break? Let’s go for a walk down memory lane Remember how the world felt when you were born How beautiful it is to be alive at all Now everytime you speak I hear is pain When I look in your eyes all I see is shame When I look at my phone it’s all the same Everybody looking for someone to blame Well look into your heart You call yourself a hippie but you just mean hypocrite You speak before you think, you speak before you think You wanna save the world but all you do is drag it down You think your eyes are open but it’s really just your mouth Momma told me that life is what I make of it My momme told me that life is what I make of it People destroy what they love People become what they hate People destroy what they love I'm scared to become what I hate
6.
Hello Mum 05:24
Hello mum, I’m high on drugs And I’m crashing at the speed of sound I’ve been out of touch and I lost the plot But I’m coming back to earth right now We watch the years slip right through our hands And nothing ever goes exactly according to plan We float around and get caught up in the breeze But we’ll become the people that we’re meant to be Someday I’ll reach and touch my dreams I swear I’m gonna make you proud If only I could take this with me If only I could take this with me Hello mum, I’m high on drugs And i just figured out the meaning of life It’s not in words and its sharp to touch And it stands upon the edge of a knife Jay Ganesha, Jay Ganesha Hare Rama Om Gam Gana Pāṭhya Namaha Shakti Rama oh dear god It’s gonna cut you in half But if you could see where I am now Maybe you’d be less stressed out If only I could take it with me If only I could take it with me Hello mum, I’m not your son I’m just a jigsaw silhouette made from the bones of stars A hollow shape you can love and recognise And we’ll re discuss if we meet up in the afterlife I know you believe something waits For us at the end of time If only I could take you with me If only I could take you with me
7.
Cathrin Said 04:25
Cathrin said Come back to bed So you did Cathrin said It's in your head So it is You've got pins and needles Creeping down your spine But you'll wake up no matter what No matter what sometime Cathrin knows Just what you mean When you don't speak And when you let go She holds you in And let's you peak You wanna suffer You wanna feel alright You wanna feel her wallowing Into your wasted mind And the pins and needles Are creeping all the time So you send a sigh to stand in place of questions for another time Cathrin said Come back to bed So you did Cathrin said It's in your head So it is You wanna suffer You wanna feel alright Cause you know that you'll meet up Yeah you'll meet up somewhere on down the line It's in your head You wanna suffer It's in your head You wanna suffer It's in your head
8.
Lord, is there something I can say to make it all Blow away like a shadow in the morn Cause it seems like we’ve been here all before, all before I never thought you could heal somebody With tiny rocks and crooked nails But to see out you had to look inside And to find your freedom you had to go to jail So we’re falling again But we'll be happy on the outside In my mind So we’re caught in a web It'll be the same, Keep movin to the ends of the earth Oh I’ll run I’m surrounded by unlucky friends Who quote me poems and sonnets of betrayal The haves will get just like the nots will lose And all we can do is fly the sail Lord will I say your name and know what life is for With the words you said, nobody understood Cause it seems like we’ve heard it all before So we’re falling again But we’ll be happy on the outside Of my mind So we’re gone in the end And it’ll drag us cold and naked to the ends of the earth Oh I’m gone On the outside On the outside Say in the end of my days I'll be saved I will change, I will change, I will change Fade away like the stars that have no names And faster everyday So we're falling again But we'll be happy on the outside Of my mind So we're gone in the end Gonna run right right out Keep moving to the ends of the earth Oh I'll run Lily we gon be alright now We gon be alright now Lily we can be alright now We can be alright now
9.
Tell Myself 03:02
Think I've had enough now Think it's time I go Morning time's a switchblade And I don't sleep till four My heart feels so heavy Though it's just an empty hole And it wanes in wear But it don't have a single soul It feels like an avalanche that's stuck upon a shelf No one to tell So I tell myself I'm in a band We play to chairs and floors We're sick of 808s and hipster pricks with microkorgs We play in seven-fifteen and we use a thousand chords Though Wonderwall and Pixies tend to get us more applause One day they'll all wake up And the tickets will all sell No one to tell So I tell myself I've got a lot of feelings But I don't know how to get em out Sometimes I get so angry But I'm too withdrawn to shout I suspect someone has tied up An anchor to my shoes I've drawn up plans to free em But for now I'll sing the blues For eighteen years eating pieces of an empty shell No one to tell So I tell myself Used to have a dream Now it's hard to tell Now I've got a big old car I can't afford to fill And I have friends Who won't notice when I'm gone And I've got a bit of money But the plan's to make some more One day I'll have all the petrol To outrun God himself No one to tell So I tell myself
10.
I wanna move to Vanuatu And plant my head in the sand In the escarpment, get an apartment And wait there for my friends And I will walk in the garden And learn every movement of the stars For heaven is sacred But surely it’s wasted on us Envy permit We could get high And sit up all night Then when envy returns We’ll watch the world burn Watch the world burn right up Why is it so that trying to forget Is like stopping a wave with your hand I’ll find a shaman, change my ways and Become one with the land And I will feel all of my days Fading away into the light No climbing for answers Or grappling for reasons, goodbye Envy permit We could get high And sit up all morning Until envy returns To watch the world burn Watch the world burn right up

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Songs From Before is a collection of songs from before my descent to madness and back again. It spans the second chapter of my life, from leaving home, travelling the great wide world, building homes and eventually knocking them down again. I’m not trying to tell a story or get any message across- but that doesn’t necessarily mean there’s no story or message to be found. I’ve changed a lot and the only thing I can really take from it is that the world is so beautiful even when it’s falling apart.

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released September 22, 2023

All songs: Fletcher Gull

Label: leo@sorecordings.com
Publisher: francisco@snowhillsongs.com
Press: philippa@habitmusic.co

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